Friday, November 28, 2008
Thanksgiving
Where I've Been
We have been busy doing some fun things. This year we had the opportunity to participate in Operation Christmas Child, a project of Samaritan's Purse, an organization run by Franklin Graham. To participate, you fill a shoebox or similar size package with miscellaneous things like school supplies and small toys, and then label the box by sex and age. Bailey and Brad each chose a 5-9 year old, and he took a boy while she took a girl. We had so much fun picking things out and imagining who would open the box. I hope to make this a tradition. Here they are getting ready to drop off the packages.

On Tuesday morning, I heard some tinkering on the piano that didn't sound like Bradley's current "Star Wars Theme" or Bailey's "Jolly Old St. Nicholas." I rounded the corner to find our newest maestro. The book being upside-down didn't seem to deter him any.
Friday, November 14, 2008
He also picked up somewhere that President-elect Obama plans to change the Constitution. While I don't think he really understands what that means, he's sure it's bad and he's practically obsessing over it. It's been a great opportunity to teach checks and balances in the government, but I'm bothered that he's so disturbed about the man getting ready to take office. I asked in my elections class today how many of them thought it would be fun to be President. Not one of them said they would want the job. That blew my mind. When I was a kid, we all wanted to be President some day. What has happened?
It's time to take a breath and give the guy a chance. Yes, I'm frightened by some of the things that I think he plans to do if he lives up to his campaign promises. And I don't agree with him on abortion. But I hadn't planned on introducing Bradley to that topic this early in his life. I'm shocked and alarmed at how many people seem to have no problem preaching hate to their kids. It doesn't seem that far removed to me from Palestinians teaching their children to despise Jews. To be a Republican is to hate Democrats, and vice versa. This is not healthy for our country, and certainly not for our kids.
Elections have consequences. Our nation has chosen a different direction. It's our duty to pray for the new administration and to do everything we can to mimic the life of Jesus. I don't remember him saying anything other than to honor the government. He was far more concerned with restoring sight to the blind and bringing hope to the poor and oppressed. Remember that pundits on our side were doing everything they could to paint the worst possible picture of Barack Obama in an attempt to win the election. Far from everything said about him is true. Let's wait and see what he actually does before we attempt to stone him.
I may sound like a hypocrite to some of you. Certainly my son has heard more than he should from his outspoken and highly opinionated mom. But the aftermath of this election has caused me to really take pause and consider the reaction of my Christian brothers and sisters. I'm having to backtrack and work especially hard now to teach Bradley that we respect the President simply because he is the man God has put on the job for now. It's an uphill climb.
Jesus knew their thoughts and said to them: "Any kingdom divided against itself will be ruined, and a house divided against itself will fall." God help us if we raise a generation of children as partisan or more than the one we have now.
Sunday, November 09, 2008
Friday, November 07, 2008
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And can we talk about Rahm Emanuel? I had to just shake my head in disbelief this morning as GMA gave a glowing report entitled, "Who is Rahm Emanuel?" If you knew nothing about him, and you believed what you saw, you might come away feeling a happy glow that the President-elect had chosen a grandma-helping, apple pie-eating, ballet-dancing boy scout to shape the nature of his administration. No mention of his steak-knife wielding days in the early Clinton years where he rattled off names of political enemies as he plunged the knife into the table and shouted "Die!" This man makes Howard Dean appear bipartisan.
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As I watched, I just laughed as I remembered those early days in the Clinton-Bush transition period where stories came out about W's staff picks. Remember the stories entitled, "Who is Karl Rove?" If you weren't frightened enough by the picture they painted, the subliminal messages might have done it. I could have sworn if you looked hard enough you could see horns, a tail and a pitchfork superimposed into the image. It's laughable.
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I wonder if the media has any concept of what they've done to themselves. Do they even care that over half of this country believes they are slightly less partisan than al-Jazeera and the other half knows but just doesn't care? They have zero credibility left. If 2000 was the election the Supreme Court hijacked, then the media certainly gets the credit for stealing this one.
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
Praise the name of God forever and ever, for he has all wisdom and power. He controls the course of world events; he removes kings and sets up other kings. He gives wisdom to the wise and knowledge to the scholars. He reveals deep and mysterious things and knows what lies hidden in darkness, though he is surrounded by light. (Daniel 2:20-22)
Rejoice in the Lord always; again I will say, rejoice! Let your forbearing spirit be known to all men. The Lord is near. Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, shall guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
Finally, brethren, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is of good repute, if there is any excellence and if anything worthy of praise, let your mind dwell on these things. The things you have learned and received and heard and seen in me, practice these things; and the God of peace shall be with you. (Philippians 4:4-9)
For a child will be born to us, a son will be given to us; and the government will rest on His shoulders; and His name will be called Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God, Eternal Father, Prince of Peace. (Isaiah 9:6)
From Lord, I Want to Know You by Kay Arthur: He gives us a peace that does not alter, regardless of circumstances, because the peace He gives us is ever resident in the One who promised, "'I will never desert you, nor will I ever forsake you,' so that we confidently say, 'The LORD is my helper, I will not be afraid. What shall man do to me?'" (Hebrews 13:5-6)
Therefore, when others about us are fainting for fear, we can "exult in our tribulations, knowing that tribulation brings about perseverance; and perseverance, proven character; and proven character, hope; and hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out within our hearts through the Holy Spirit who was given to us." (Romans 5:3-5)
For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind. (2 Timothy 1:7)
Peace I leave with you; My peace I give to you; not as the world gives, do I give to you. Let not your heart be troubled, nor let it be fearful. (John 14:27)
I lift up my eyes to the hills— where does my help come from? My help comes from the LORD, the Maker of heaven and earth. He will not let your foot slip— he who watches over you will not slumber; indeed, he who watches over Israel will neither slumber nor sleep.
The LORD watches over you— the LORD is your shade at your right hand; the sun will not harm you by day, nor the moon by night. The LORD will keep you from all harm— he will watch over your life; the LORD will watch over your coming and going both now and forevermore. (Psalm 121)
No matter how crazy things get today, tonight and over the days to come, our Rock will not be shaken. He has known who would win this election from before the beginning of time. It is impossible for Him to be taken off guard. Today, join me in praying that His perfect will, will be accomplished. Let's keep our eyes on Him; the anchor will hold.
Sunday, October 26, 2008
This has been one of those weeks that you were just so thankful came to an end. I'm so grateful that God promises His mercies are new every morning. If they weren't, how could we ever survive?
On Friday, I attended the saddest funeral I have ever been to in my life. One of Jeff's co-workers and friends lost his 17-week pregnant wife on Tuesday. She wasn't sick, but had been complaining of abdominal pain for a few days. What pregnant woman doesn't? But on Tuesday morning, her husband kissed her goodbye and went to work, telling her to keep him posted on how she felt. That was the last time he saw her alive.
A few hours later he got a call from a frantic neighbor saying they were taking her by ambulance to the hospital. She had come to take her to the doctor and found her in a semi-conscious state at the foot of their stairs. On the way to the hospital, she coded. So when her husband met her at the Emergency Room he was confronted with the image of his wife receiving chest compressions.
Jeff went to the hospital to be with his friend. The doctors were able to get her pulse back and she stabilized for a brief time. But they knew she was bleeding internally and had to find out where it was coming from. During surgery they were unable to stop the bleeding and her heart eventually gave out. Jeff watched the life completely drain from his friend's face as the doctors told him they had exhausted all of their efforts but were unable to save her. He saw his entire world fall apart with those brief words.
As the news spread, everyone was just in utter shock. She was 33 years old. They had been married a little over a year and she was not quite halfway into her first pregnancy. Things like this are not supposed to happen. But we live in a world where things are not as they were meant to be.
As I listened to our pastor speak at the funeral, I was comforted by his words. He didn't try to make excuses for God. He knew there was nothing to do with the pain but to embrace it and work through it. But his words have stuck with me this weekend. He said, "The pain is not from having known her and lost her. The pain would have been in never having known her at all." He asked her widowed husband, "Suppose God had come to you last July and told you that you could have her completely to love and enjoy, but it would only be for about 400 days. After that, He was coming back for her. Would you have taken Him up on it? Every time." He asked the same thing of her parents. As they nodded, the tears just flowed.
He said that in times like these you might be tempted to just give up. Life's not fair; what's the point of believing in anything? And he said, "But her very life spoke against that. She believed. She knew that this world was not her home." He said, "How can you know that God kept his promise to her? Because he kept His promise to her while she was on this earth. He promised to so radically change her on the inside that her life on the outside would have an amazing impact on everyone she came in contact with. You knew her better than I did. Tell me; didn't He do just that? If He kept His promise to her while she was here on earth, how much more do you think He'll keep His promise of things to come?"
I've been so moved by that thought over the past few days. I want to be so radically different on the inside that I make an impact on everyone I come in contact with. I want to spread the aroma of Christ wherever I go and have it linger when I'm gone. May it be that way with all of us.
Monday, October 20, 2008
I apologize for my despondent outburst earlier today. I know better than to watch the news first thing in the morning. I allowed myself to get sucked in today, and the result was painfully obvious.
God's word is good. I've been hanging out in it tonight instead of turning on the TV. It's amazing how your spirits will lift when you focus on what's eternal.
My friend Kristen sent this to me today from The Message: Your kingdom is a kingdom eternal; you never get voted out of office. God always does what he says and is gracious in everything he does. (Psalm 145:13) This is great stuff.
But I couldn't resist a teasing reply from Ecclesiastes (also from The Message): What's the point of working your fingers to the bone if you hand over what you worked for to someone who never lifted a finger for it? Smoke, that's what it is. A bad business from start to finish. So what do you get from a life of hard labor? Pain and grief from dawn to dusk. Never a decent night's rest. Nothing but smoke. (Ecclesiastes 1:21-23)
I'm just kidding, of course. God truly has been so gracious to me today and reminded me over and over that I'm not to get hung up in the things of this world. Jesus came to announce that He was ushering in the kingdom of God. He came to redeem not just his people, but the entire fallen world. That's my business. I am part of the body of Christ. He's still here, working through his people to restore broken hearts and bring truth to a world deceived.
And I don't believe it's over. If John McCain is supposed to be the next President, then he will be. If he's not, then I believe there's a purpose to that as well. But it's all temporal and part of a much bigger plan. God knows what's going to happen. He's not chewing his fingernails to the nub waiting to see what the next few weeks bring. I just need to remember to hand it over each and every day and let him carry the weight. He promises that his burden is light. Why not make the exchange?
I've tried to be optimistic. I've tried to not worry too much about polls, knowing how easily they can be manipulated. I've tried to trust that Americans will not really want Nancy Pelosi and Harry Reid to have free and unchecked reign. I've tried to not get depressed over the daily media Obamagasm. I've maintained hope that in the end Americans wouldn't want to concede in Iraq, socialize healthcare and fork over more in taxes (and I'm not talking income and payroll.) I have tried.
But this morning I find all hope in a McCain victory is gone. Colin Powell's endorsement brought with it a scathing disapproval of McCain and all things Republican. He gave moderates who were holding out because of concerns over national security a comfort they might not have otherwise had. I'm not surprised that he would endorse Obama. It's no secret that he parted ways with the Bush administration. I am surprised that he would trust him with the military that he served. I'm starting to wonder if it's me or the rest of the world that's really crazy. Either way, I find the coffin is sealed.
Help me, Lord, to remember where my hope is found. My trust is in the immovable, unshakeable rock. How grateful I am for that.
Sunday, October 19, 2008
I know I said I was going to give up obsessing about this election, and I'm sure if I had been fully obedient to that nudging I wouldn't be walking around in such a state of anxiety. I still believe what I wrote a couple of weeks ago, that the outcome may alter many things about my life, but it will not impact the reason I am here. I just need November 4 to get here so I can move on with life.
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There are a few things that I've learned this time around. One, as bad as mainstream media is, I've learned to be skeptical of talk radio as well. That may sound ridiculous to some of you that I would just now be realizing this. But I've always sort of looked at it as a balancing act between what I see on the news and what I hear on Rush. Not that I have blindly believed everything, because there have been many times where I didn't agree with something said. But there have also been many times where I didn't see something for myself and relied on Rush to tell me what happened. After what I've learned this election, that is over for me.
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I'll give you two examples. One is the Vice Presidential debate. As much as I admire Sarah Palin and am 100% confident in her ability to do the job, I didn't feel that she won that debate. I think she did a great job connecting with the general population, but there were several times where I wanted her to do more than tote the campaign line. Maybe she wasn't allowed to, I don't know. But it frustrated me. Joe Biden got away with lie after lie, and he was very convincing as he did so. But listening to Rush and Sean talk about it, you would have thought she knocked it over the state line.
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The second time had to do with the performance of both candidates at the Alfred E. Smith Memorial Dinner on Thursday night. If you haven't seen them, here is McCain and here is Obama. I laughed myself silly during McCain's, but Obama was funny too. Joking about not being born in a manger didn't sit as well coming from him as McCain claiming that "Messiah" was above his pay grade, but he had some good lines.
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But had I heard about it from Rush instead of watching it myself, I would have thought that Obama sat there stone-faced throughout McCain's performance with absolutely no sense of humor. That couldn't be further from the truth. He laughed through even the most vicious jabs and had a huge smile on his face every time the camera panned to him. He was very gracious and handled it well. Smooth, the Obama way.
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Maybe I've just learned to trust my own judgement more. I'm not so quick to change my opinion based on what the pundits are telling me I saw. I wonder how many times over the past ten years I have had faulty assumptions because I allowed someone else to shape my impressions of the truth. This doesn't mean I'm giving up listening to Rush. For the most point, I enjoy the show. Contrary to public perception from being taken out of context so often, he is a very funny and intelligent guy. I'm just going to be listening through the same filter that I use for other media from now on.
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The thing that I'm the most upset about in this election is how blindly millions of Americans are marching towards socialism without a second thought. Wikipedia defines socialism the following way: Socialism refers to a broad set of economic theories of social organization advocating state or collective ownership and administration of the means of production and distribution of goods, and the creation of an egalitarian society.
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Modern socialism originated in the late nineteenth-century working class political movement. Karl Marx posited that socialism would be achieved via class struggle and a proletarian revolution which represents the transitional stage between capitalism and communism.
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Socialists mainly share the belief that capitalism unfairly concentrates power and wealth among a small segment of society that controls capital, and creates an unequal society. All socialists advocate the creation of an egalitarian society, in which wealth and power are distributed more evenly, although there is considerable disagreement among socialists over how, and to what extent this could be achieved. Sound familiar?
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It is shocking that so many Americans are voting for a man who believes in the redistribution of wealth. No - not that he believes in it. That's pretty common among Democrats today. What's shocking is that he's not even attempting to hide it very well any more. How many times have he and Biden said they're just trying to make things more fair? The ignorance is overwhelming. Even scarier, these guys were educated in a time where socialism was still taught as the failed system that it is. Public education today doesn't.
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I'm not giving up hope. There are still two weeks left and the polls are tightening. Obama did let the cat out of the bag this week with Joe the Plumber. Hopefully Americans will buck the media and the hype, the eloquence of speech that hides the truth. Hopefully they'll listen to their instincts and fear electing Robin Hood and his band of Merry Men.
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I guess we'll see.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
So Obama is already planning his victory party on the scale of his acceptance night at the DNC? The arrogance of this man is frightening. The fact that CBS is reporting it as a perfectly natural thing for him to do, because of course the election at this point is merely a formality, is infuriating. How I would love to see that party rained out by his shocking defeat. The problem is it would be a perfect environment to create those riots we've been warned about.
Please, Lord, let us get through the next three weeks. This is truly unreal.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Friday, October 10, 2008
Thursday, October 09, 2008
You know those times where you feel like God is trying to make a point? When virtually everything you read says the same thing, whether it's the Bible or a book or even the news? He's doing that to me right now. I think it's because I haven't wanted to hear what He's been saying.
I think I've mentioned that my Bible study group is going through a book called, "LORD, I Want to Know You." It's written by Kay Arthur, and it's a study on the names of God. This week we are on Jehovah-rapha, the Lord who heals. Last night I finished a book by Mark Steele called "Flashbang: How I got over myself." This is a must read. It is fall-down-in-the-floor hilarious, but this guy comes back with a knock-out punch at the end of every chapter that reminds you of what we are supposed to be doing in this world, and it's not just sitting back and allowing yourself to be fed. There is a time for that, but that shouldn't be the main goal of a mature believer. We should allow God to feed us, and then take what we've learned to help others grow.
Last week, Monti's story made an impact on me in more ways than one. First, it was an amazing story of how God is completely able to change a life, no matter how far down it's gotten. But on another level, I realized that a huge part of Monti's transformation was the role played by those believers at the Nashville Rescue Mission. These are people living Christ's example by reaching out to the poor and broken down. They are making an impact on this world.
For the past several days, I've been hearing God tell me that I'm too comfortable. It's time for me to start getting messy and allowing others' lives to truly infiltrate mine. It's hard to be really effective from a safe distance. As Kay Arthur put it, "We live in our own world -- undisturbed, uninformed, and untroubled by realities that could demand our concern and attention as God's ambassadors of reconciliation. It is a delight to be an ambassador when you enjoy the notoriety, the privileges, and the niceties of life. But bring on the demands of resolving issues and problems, of confronting the unpleasant and the unjust, and we say, 'You can forget my ambassadorship.'
"We want to be healed ourselves. But we do not want to be involved in others' healing. We don't want our hands soiled. Let us send our money; let us give from afar. Let us hear only enough to motivate us to compassion, not enough to haunt our memories.
"If we are to be God's representatives on earth, manifesting to the world the character of God, if we are to minister rather than be ministered unto, we must search out those who need a physician and become actively involved in healing the wounds of His people."
For most of us, I bet there's not a lot of searching required. We all know people who are struggling, sometimes with more than it seems possible for one person to bear. And we tell them we'll pray for them, and sometimes we even do it. But are we willing to climb into the pit with them and help them out? For far too long, my answer to that has been no.
On Sunday, my small group discussed the overwhelming busyness of life. Is this the way God intended us to live, dropping into bed at the end of the day exhausted from all of life's demands? Of course the answer to that is no. But the cycle seems so hard to break. But God spoke to me this morning that one of the reasons we fill up our days with so much is because it keeps us from having time to really make an investment in someone else's life. Someone who's not related to us. Someone we don't have to look after. If our Enemy can keep us busy enough, then he can make us believe that we're living in a season of life where getting involved with someone else is just not practical. In my life, he's done exactly that.
It's time to change.
Sunday, October 05, 2008
I think I'm being told to withdraw from this election. I know most of you were unaware that I was running, but nevertheless, hear me out. This post is something I've been supposed to write since Wednesday, and I've just been putting it off and never finding the time to sit down and blog. But God's not letting me off the hook with this one.
If you've ever wondered how God speaks to his children, I think there are many ways. Sometimes it's through His word. Sometimes it's through the beauty of His creation. Sometimes it's through a powerful sermon. Sometimes it's a still, small voice spoken into the very essence of your soul. For me, this week, it was through three incredibly powerful testimonies.
It began on Tuesday night, when a dear sister in Christ visited my Bible study. I'd asked her to come and share her story with us after we had spent much of a previous week talking about her and wondering what is different about her, why she so beautifully lives out her walk with God with grace and an amazing ability to point everyone around her to him. What she said was so simple that it surprised me. She hears Him leading her to do something and she obeys. That's it. She seeks a life of complete servanthood towards her Adonai. It's an amazing thing to watch because it is so unique. She inspires me tremendously.
On Wednesday night, we had a visit from a guy named Monty who is a couple of years older than me and lives at the Nashville Rescue Mission. He shared with us at choir practice how just a little over a year ago his life was a wreck. He was a homeless addict, wandering from city to city supporting his habit. Because of the ministry of the NRM, he gave his life to Christ and his life has turned around 180 degrees. He said, "How can you not serve a God this good?" He experienced the radical transforming power that is available to each and every one of us, and his mission in life now is to share that message with everyone he encounters. It reminds me so much of the lame man Jesus healed who told everyone what Jesus had done for him. We all have that story. We were all lost; through Jesus we have been found. How can we not serve him with all of our hearts?
Thursday afternoon I had the opportunity to attend a luncheon with a couple that is currently serving as missionaries in India. Hearing them speak of that place that God so opened my heart to just seemed to unzip this place that I had sort of pushed back in the corner over the past several months. Seeing their raw emotion for a people they are still so in love with after several years of serving there made my heart cry out as if I had rediscovered a long lost friend. It also reminded me that there is real kingdom work to be done, and I am called to do that. Whether that is here in my town or halfway around the world, there are people who need Jesus to heal their souls. How will they know unless we tell them?
So what does that have to do with the election? Well, you may have noticed that over the past couple of months I've been slowly getting sucked back into the political abyss. I'm like a recovering addict who thought just one drink wouldn't hurt, and suddenly I'm listening to six-eight hours of talk radio a day and dreaming about polls and debates.
What I heard the Lord speak to me Wednesday night while Monty was sharing his story is that no matter who wins this election next month, my purpose will not be changed. The work that I'm to be about will remain the same. Yes, the world around me may begin to look different, but ultimately that is out of my control. As long as God gives me air to breathe each day, He has a plan for me. Politics offers such a huge distraction from what that really is, and it's time for me to refocus.
If we believe that the whole world is in His hands, and that's not just a simple Sunday school song, then we can trust that He will still be God no matter who is in the White House. The things of this world will pass away, so let's be willing to let go. God is all-sufficient. We don't need Jesus plus lower taxes. We don't have to have Jesus plus anything. All we need is right in front of us. Taste and see that He is good.