
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Pics from Easter

Monday, April 06, 2009
Monday, March 30, 2009
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
More Bryant's Birthday
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Bryant's Birthday Party
Happy birthday tomorrow, Baby. Can't believe how fast the time has gone since you first brightened our world.
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Hatcher Dairy Farm
(No offense, my green friends. And sister. You know I'm just jealous of your commitment to organic living. Carry on.)
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Bradley's Birthday Party
To celebrate his birthday, he asked to take a few buddies to the Adventure Science Center downtown. As usual, McKenzie put up with being the only girl. I'll never forget his birthday about four years ago when Bradley wanted to have a sleepover. When he found out McKenzie couldn't come, he demanded to know why not.
"Boys and girls can't sleep over together until they're married, honey."
Look of complete bewilderment, followed by the words, "McKenzie's a girl?"
I'm quite sure one of these days in the near future he's going to realize that, and I'm not sure he's prepared for it. But for now she's just one of the guys.
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
I've been meaning to post about how I've been feeling this past week since coming home from India. If you were with me on my last journey, you know that reentry wasn't so pretty. God showed me a lot of stuff last year, and a lot of it was painful. We've been on an incredible journey this past year, and I feel like this trip to India was sort of a landmark for that.
Last year I was confronted with so much pain and despair. Each day I witnessed living conditions that were unlike anything I had ever seen. I worshiped with gypsies in the middle of the wilderness whose church was the shade of a tree. I listened to the testimony of a woman about to be baptized as she poured out the suffering of being an abused Hindu wife, praying that Jesus would reach her husband. I heard miraculous stories of visions people saw of Christ calling them to Him. Each night I would have to unload into my blog the things that I had witnessed so that I would have room for more the next day.
But I was also confronted with issues in my own life that had to be dealt with. I went to India last year with the idea that I had something to offer. Here I was coming to share my great wealth of spiritual knowledge with a group of people that I guess I assumed needed me. I was quickly BLOWN AWAY by the fact that they didn't. I learned more from just sitting and listening to the prayers of the most committed group of believers I've ever known than 100 sermons. I saw faith in action in a world where being a believer not only makes you a minority, but could make you an outcast in your own family.
I learned what it looks like when following Christ is who you are and not just something you attempt to do. I feel like I was picked up off a road that led to mediocrity and put on one that leads to excellence. As Paul says, "not that I have already obtained all this, or have already been made perfect, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus."
I was confronted with a culture where materialism is exposed for the trap that it is. I came home questioning my purpose and the very essence of my faith. I had seen things in my heart that I did not like and knew had to die if I was going to be able to pursue the path of righteousness. Praise God, He rescued me from the miry pit. He never left my side, even when I felt like my prayers never made it higher than the roof of my mouth.
This year I feel like India was a second chance for so many things. Since Jeff went with me, the wounds that we felt last year formed by experiences we didn't share are now completely healed. He now has the base to draw from when I talk about people, places and things. We can talk openly about every aspect of the trip. This is a HUGE blessing.
I know that I came to India this year a different person than the one that showed up last year. My walk with Christ is at a completely different place, and I was able to relish my time spent in prayer with Indian brothers and sisters, still learning from them but without the sense of shame I felt last time that my prayer life and faith walk pales in comparison.
This time, rather than just soak up and absorb the pain and poverty I saw all around me, I was able to actually do something about it. We decided to put the money we collected for Ramu last time into a trust that will continue to pay for his education at a blind school so that he can learn how to function and hopefully come out with a life skill that will keep him employed for the rest of his life. When I saw him this year, there was life in his face where I only saw darkness before. That was indescribable joy.
Being able to provide glasses and the cases for so many people was just constant gratification each day, every day. Watching faces light up in wonder when words suddenly came into clear view was like unwrapping present after present. What joy to have a senior adult lean over and kiss you on the cheeks because they can read the Bible for themselves after all this time. It was so beautiful.
I've told a few people that I almost feel guilty for how easily I've adjusted to being home this time around. The main reason, I'm sure, is because I know that as long as it is up to Jeff and me, we will be back in just a matter of time. I'm already looking forward to our next trip and can't wait to see what God will do then.
I have to close with something God showed me in my journal on Friday. I was looking back over what I'd written last year during some of the darkest days of my journey to date. I was just pouring myself out to God asking Him to rescue me from my despair, asking where He was and what was going on. I felt abandoned, and yet I knew He was right beside me. I asked Him to speak to me. I heard Him say, "Isaiah 42." I further heard to look at verses 5-10. This is what God spoke to me last March.
5 This is what God the LORD says—
he who created the heavens and stretched them out,
who spread out the earth and all that comes out of it,
who gives breath to its people,
and life to those who walk on it:
6 "I, the LORD, have called you in righteousness;
I will take hold of your hand.
I will keep you and will make you
to be a covenant for the people
and a light for the Gentiles,
7 to open eyes that are blind,
to free captives from prison
and to release from the dungeon those who sit in darkness.
8 "I am the LORD; that is my name!
I will not give my glory to another
or my praise to idols.
9 See, the former things have taken place,
and new things I declare;
before they spring into being
I announce them to you."
his praise from the ends of the earth.
How unbelievable is that? What an amazing God we serve. He knew exactly where my path was going to lead, and He has been faithful to work this thing out. I can't wait to see where we go next!
Friday, March 06, 2009
Thursday, March 05, 2009
We waited until Monday night to bring out the presents. Bryant was pretty psyched about his new train.